Is a dream come true??

Yesterday, I did researched about the freelance writer job and how the career gives you the opportunity to express your feeling, sharing experiences and skill in writing, plus, you can sharpen your writing skill with participating in any kind of projects and involve yourself to writing's world.

Despite, I'm not too sure with my ability in writing, I force myself to have a try - to realize my dream. When I was searching for writing jobs in the internet, I found some of advertise that attracted me. I dared to send a message for the post and I'm so thrilled that I got a feedback from the advertiser. The requirement was so simple. She asked me about my article sample. I'm so nervous until now. I was thinking that I might not have the articles... but all of sudden, I remembering about my previous work. A few months ago, I was helping my friend in his article report, and he asked me to write about marketing research review. Thanked to that. And I think it's not enough yet. Then I added second sample from my blog.."Story morning glory".. which is my own touch-I edited a little bit.

This morning, I sent two samples of my articles, one is a serious article and one more is an independent article. I am so curious with the coming soon result. If I'm not be taken, I'm ok. As long as, I give a try and do the best. All I know is I will keep researching and writing.

Luna *giggles

....tik tak tik tak... sounds of the old manual typerwriter...

...tik tak tik tak.. I remembered about the past.. my childhood's past.. when I was in primary school, I dreamed to have a manual typerwriter.. I don't know why, but when I flash back, it was a time that I felt like to write something.. It was a dreamed... a dreamed that I haven't achieve yet.. well, I realize, I'm a dreamer, the frustration is I never do and try it at all. The memory of my childhood came up when I surfed internet last night about becoming freelance writers... The article by Steenie Harvey, who is one of a Travel writer.. gives some tips for a new starter becoming a freelance writer, and shares lot of her experiences .. very touching story and makes me realize that we shouldn't give up in life.

From her article, I got some ideas which give me a strength to try with this new discovery... who knows I got the talent, lol..! the problem that always bugging me is my english writing. It bothers me a lot. But I have to be positive.. and I hope u guys ( friends) can give supports and helping me..

oh ya.. relate with writing, an on9 friend of mine, he gave me an offfer to be a report writer for EIA (Environment Impact Assesment).. I was thrilled at first because I like to do research, reading and revision. Unfortunately, there's lot of obstacles, plus, I'd have not enough experience in specific area. what a heck.... useless me.

But from now on, I will give a try.. oh no.. give the best writing.. experimenting with this new discover... and the biggest hope is I can achieve my old dream. Hope my english writing much better.


Luna *giggles

New Year's frustration... (Year 2010)

I thought new year (2010) eve was a "beautiful night and memorable moment" for me. But it was wrong.. and made me re-think back about my action. I should not to keep in touch with him. The reaction that he given was so cold... and no care at all.. or no existence feeling towards me.. I guess.. *sigh+sad..

I should stop thinking, in touch, seeing him.. and everything that related with.. My gosh, if I follow my heart now, I wanna delete him from my fb/tagged from friends member. Why I'm so stupid... (well, yeahhh I admit that I like him very much... and yeah love is blind I guess... lol)

I think that I should move forward and seeking for my own future... It's more important rather than think someone that who never appreciate me.. which more exact, he never knew my existence to him... useless..!!!!

Luna *Giggles*