round and round... and round....!!!!

So many things that already happened recently. I regret it but I must do.. and I did.. at last. I feel much better even a bit like dusts.. but yeahhh... my depression has been decreased. I always ask myself... what's wrong with me..??? why I can't be someone like others whom can have what they want?!!! why I hardly get or find what I want? even though I tried so many things but no worth at all... all wasted.. I was trying to carry myself alone.. to create my life as a loneliness person in my own world... but how? how? how? Hope I can do many trips/traveling this year to keep me busy and enjoy the creation of GOD... and I hope I could find myself... again.

LuN@